Photography

I told you I had a lot to catch you all up on...OK this is my last post for the day and i will make sure to post more often.

When I was at home with Jordan I dreaded going back to work. The lack of funds set me back earlier than I expected and whist I truely enjoy what I'm doing I don't enjoy the travel. This is why I'm kind of branching out into the invitations as a side thing. But it is slow going.

What I would really love to do is Photography, I wouldn't mind doing wedding occasionally but I want to mainly focus on family. I envy some of the website's that I've seen, I envy the equipment that they have and their skill. I've tried taking more photo's and trying to capture that special something that make you sigh when you see a photo...I think that I captured it here with Ellie walking Jordy.

If I were to give this photo a title it would say: "A special cousin bond".

What do you think?

Pictures I never thought I would have

We recently went on a family weekend away down the Great Ocean road to Apollo Bay. The weather was beautiful as well as the company.

Whilst Tim went off fishing and doing his thing I took Jordy down to the beach and just sat there watching him. My heart nearly burst and I was so overwhelmed, I still can't believe that there are still times that I'm in shock that I have a child (can't call him a baby anymore).

All that time though IF all the waiting all the tears, stress and worry were worth every moment see sand in between my sons toes (and shorts and nappy). Still even saying the words "My son", sends my heart fluttering.

All worth it

I had a dark time in my life way before infertility (if only I knew then what I know now). At the time Ellie was my Angel, she was a toddler then and couldn't really talk. But her unconditional love get me from going to the dark place and she kept me here.

It is so rewarding to see her relationship with Jordan, they too have a very special bond, they play and fight but they also love each other unconditionally, she is the only one that can get Jordy to sit still on the little stool to brush his teeth.